Love That Never Ends
Saturday, July 16, 2011 @ 12:11 AM
Dear Saifulnizam,
Ups and Downs
Thursday, July 14, 2011 @ 12:31 AM
Okay. i know i broke my promise about updating once a week. SORRY! i really don't have that much free time and when DO have free time, i'm so damn tired that my mind just blanked out after i clicked the 'New Post' button. Shockingly, now i have some inspiration kicked in just enough to boost up my mood to blog. Well, what am i going to write today you might ask? i don't really know exactly, but i'm just going to babble everything that happened today. So, what are you waiting for Anin? Start typing!
I have to admit that the subjects i have to take this semester is very challenging. i have doubts about maintaining my CGPA this semester. mom would be crushed. what ca i do? i turned dumb when it comes to numbers. i had to take Food & Beverage Costing and Basic Accounting. DO NOT be fooled by the word BASIC! i suck at counting. The fact that i could count to hundred is a miracle. Okay, i know i'm exaggerating but i just have this struggle when it comes to numbers. i took a quiz today and cried after that. i just felt like shooting my head open. BANG BANG! it's just so stressful when you studied for it like it's the end of the world and when it's in front of you, you just went "WTF is this?". Even after tutoring sessions i still suck.. after that quiz i just felt like curling into a dark corner.
that feeling vanished when Blaze came and picked me up to watch the new Transformer movie. it was so frickin' awesome! i could feel my eyes buldging out of their sockets in the theater. Oh.... nothing too embarrassing happened, just that i spilled half of the popcorn on him. how could i be such a clutz ??!!! thank God there's not many people in the theater. we drove back to Dungun and he bought me McDonalds. Yay McD!
Tomorrow i'll be going home for Mid-term break. Can't wait to be home. i miss Mom and Dad. i miss my cats. i miss my room. Since we moved, i've never stayed home for more that two months. Even so, i'm attached to the new place that i call home, because home is where your loved ones are. is it not? i'll be taking a one hour flight from Kerteh to Subang Airport tomorrow with my classmate. pray for our safe depart and landing!
As excited as i am to be home, me and my fellow classmates will have to go through one more practical class before our break. i'm not saying i'm looking forward to it, but the class is fun. that's enough motivation for me to keep attending. And since i keep yawning for the past 3 minutes, i think it's time for me to hit the sack. I'll add another post when i'm in Shah Alam. For now, it's time to snuggle with Cupipi in bed :)
Happy Reading!
Dreaming of a hero.
Friday, June 24, 2011 @ 11:12 PM
Okay. i know this sounds so ridiculous, but i do. i guess this is the effect of reading to many novels. the character are not perfect, but the writer describe them so perfectly that i can't help but fall in love. sometimes i wish the characters from my favorite books will come to life. most of the time i wished that i was just a character in a book where she thinks her life is crappy, but in reality it is full of adventure. she gets the dream guy who is madly in love with her and the only think she has to worry about is why the book has to end. if only life was that simple.
every time i read a book i practically live and breathe the book. i can see what the characters see and feel what they feel. i'm happiest when i'm totally immersed in a book. it's like i'm free from my crappy life and jump into a world that is not mine but i am there - exactly in the middle of it. after finishing a book that grabbed my attention from page one is just so frustrating...! i want the story to go on forever so i can live along with it. that's why i keep re-reading my favorite books. i want the characters to be alive in me. when i read a book in a battle i could picture the sound, swords screeching against each other, the shouts of men fighting for their lives. when the characters have a conflict, i can feel their hurt, their pain. reading a book is like having a personal movie in my mind where i got to choose who plays the part of the main characters or the supporting actors.
reading about how the hero always saves the damsel in distress, literally makes me distressed. who wouldn't want a hot guy head-over-heels for you and fights all the bad guys and kick their asses for you? i found my prince charming once. but he turned out to be a toad. it really sucked back then. i really thought i found "the one". i guess Mr. Perfect isn't going to show up anytime soon. until then, i'll just stick to my books where Mr. Perfect is always there even though he's not mine. OBVIOUSLY.
Tall, dark and handsome. Prince Charming. Knight In Shining Armour. why do people keep saying that when less to none of them found any. there are a lot of tall, dark and handsome guys, but the ones in my life are either a character in a book or are out of reach. there is nothing wrong with the guys here, but i have this fantasy about a guy from a faraway place would sweep me off my feet and we will live happily ever after. i should have realized by now that there are no happily-ever-afters, but i just can't stop hoping. maybe he is on his way to me right now. all i can say is everything is in the hands of God. if He decides my Prince Charming will have to fight battles on his way to me, then i'll wait until he arrives at my doorstep. i'll keep my eyes on the horizon and hope that he arrives safely into my arms.
Nur Kasih Movie Break
Friday, May 20, 2011 @ 5:56 PM
Watched Nur Kasih at Sunway Pyramid.. The ticket line was like a MILE long and guess what mummy dearest did,, she bribed a couple to buy the tix.. WTF?? O_O no lah..! she asked them to buy the tix and decided to pay for theirs too since they seem so nice.. *suckers* XDD we got in just in time before the movie starts.. the movie was good and coming from me,, that says something.. the whole theater was bawling as soon as the movie starts! it wasn't even 15 minutes and everyone already started to cry.. i felt like crying too but crying with all of these people in public just wasn't cool.. XDD my mom was like a waterfall though.. LOL... her eyes were puffy when we got out.. XDD if you guys haven't seen the movie yet,, i suggest that you grab a ticket at the nearest movie theater.. ^^ DON'T FORGET TO BRING A BOX OF TISSUE!
Previously on my second semester..
Saturday, May 14, 2011 @ 1:27 PM
Ohmigosh! it's been ages since i added another blogpost! So sorry bloggy.. the internet connection on campus is crappy. i can't even open up my homepage~ =='' well,, let's see.......... there were definitely a lot has been going on during my last semester. The classes were normal enough. i still miss SOULS. AND,, i got my heart broken by some dooshbag~ ==''
As i said,, the classes were just so-so.. the most interesting class this sem is French! Oooh-La-La... XD last sem i bare understood a lick of that language, but now i seem to like it and all the credits goes to the person teaches the subject *claps*. She made learning French fun.. hahas. i was eager enough to go to her class even after Practical class which was fun and hell altogether. XD
The friends here are okay. i adore my classmates, but it's nothing compared to how a feel about SOULS. during study week,, i got the chance of meeting some SOULS members. i was so damn happy! but some of them were unable to attend and some just decided not to show up. which upsets me like hell. SOULS will always be in my heart even if they treat me like crap. speaking of treating people like crap,, i've been doing that all semester to a couple of my friends on campus and i feel like such a bitch. i didn't mean to be that way. it's just my temper gets harder an harder to control these days. i don't know if it's PMS or the fact that i'm really just a bitch,, but i can't help being sorry towards them. they deserve better than that. hurm.. gotta work on that next semester.. Sorry babes :(
the most stupid thing happened. i fell for some dumbass. he lead me on and kept me hanging. he swallowed me up and spit me back. ugh.. i would love the give a crack in his balls ==' i was so fucking stupid to fall for that A-hole. he was so not worth it. he's just a frickin' baby who couldn't even have the balls to stand up to me and tell me that he wasn't interested. well,, FUCK YOU. i can't believe that by the likes of him, he is capable of something like that. i thought about what happened and concluded that he's one of those pretty faces with a brain size of a bird. he's not worth it and he's not worth for me. so,, bye-bye bird brain!
i think that's enough bashing for today. XD i'm gonna continue my Merlin journey.. can't believe there's going to be a season 4! *screaming hysterically* James Bradley is so fine! yummy.. XDD well,, better go then..
DING DING! TIME'S UP Y'ALL!
